by Stefany J. Jones on Thursday, July 27, 2020, at 1:00 pm
I know it’s been a minute since I’ve written. I get very guilty at times where that is concerned, but this time it was for an excellent reason. Over the past week alone, I have personally written not one but two new books. One for my private collection (only available to me) and one for the public.
Also, I assembled and put together three books for others, working on two more which should be completed today, built one website, in the process of building another and still trying to get a handle on all of the abundances GOD is giving me for myself as everything I mentioned is and was for other people.
So as you can see, my absence from this can be attributed to my being busy with busy. LOL.
Nevertheless, I am going to do my best to make it better. I believe what I will start doing from here on out is doing the blog entries first thing in the morning after my prayer and meditation time. That is when I am most spiritually astute and aware because of the peace, calm, and gentle vibrations of nature. There’s something about being awake when everyone else is sleeping… and spiritually, we all know that happens all the time, 24 hours a day and seven days a week. (FFT – food for thought…)
Anyway, as I am still in my season of sowing, evolution, re-birthing, and change, I am moving with the ebb and flow of things that are painful and uncomfortable. I am learning my triggers as well as the triggers of others. I am coming into my own and also trying to secure my footing where I trod. Either way, I try to always remain in the space of GRATITUDE for being here to see another day and a place of sharing and expressing heartfelt LOVE vibrations because you would be surprised at how many people don’t have anyone telling them they are loved and are love deficient. I can’t imagine it’s easy to love yourself if you feel that there’s no one else to love you…and then how can anyone love someone who doesn’t love themself? It is for that reason I try to express joy and love, and despite the skeptic’s criticism, it’s not a false expression nor fake place, but my attempt to vibrate on a frequency channel not easily tuned into (if that makes any sense).
I realize some people feed off of my positivity, my thinking, my gifts, and vibrations. Some people thirst for it, use it, and feel better because of it. Likewise, there are those who hate it, repel it, can’t stand it or me, and instead, just ignore, must bring themselves to express disdain and negativity in response to it. And that is ok. I used to be hurt, offended, and wounded by them, and now I understand what it means to allow things to roll off your back and ‘release’ a person in love.
Does the bible say it’s easy to love who loves you but are you built like that to love who doesn’t love you? That is really what faithful ministry is all about. Can you love who doesn’t love you? Can you be patient with those who are aggravated by your presence? Can you not take personally any venomous words spewed forth at you and simply keep it moving? That’s a tough skill to acquire, and frankly, I strive to be that person at the moment – and I know I’m getting closer because my lag time is steadily being minimized.
As I continue to share with you my thoughts, my journey, my lessons as I LIVE MY LIFE OUT LOUD, I hope that there is some small seed of something of value being deposited with you for future growth. I hope that everyone understands WE ARE ALL, BUT ONE united through our creation, and LOVE is not just an inherent right, it is our innate ability. Once we tap into that, everything else falls into place.
Have a great day!
